so tired.
but at the same time find my work a bit more fulfilling now. Though there might be difference in thinking, somehow.. hm.. take a step at a time.
time really flies. it's going to be friday again. going to have exam in 2 weeks time. *** SCREAM!!!**
I am so scared to take this exam. i think i haven't touch or taken an exam for too long. got phobia. ah..... i must really do well in this man, if not, all my effort, time and $ will go down the drain.
weeks after weeks, months after months, it's going to be christmas and new year again.
just thinking.... what have i done for this 1 year?
seems like nothing much is being accomplished. not a very fruitful year. haiz.
i'm goin to move office again. it's a nicer office, but a smaller one too.... but got new furnitures and partitions. haha... got my own partition! yay! i can paste photos and things again. hahaha...
and it's going to be a bright orange partition. wow... lively! hope work will b more lively henceforth. lol..
next is.... i am going to be broke soon... so many presents to buy... especially christmas presents....
hope i can get increment this year. haha...
upset w work.
:'(
It has been a tiring month. Health not getting so good.
Keep getting sick, feeling dizzy, frequent headaches.
Think I am too stressed juggling both work and studies. Shouldn't have taken so much modules at one goal. Tot it'll be easy. But having seen deadlines after deadlines.... it's kinda making me tired and stress.
hmm.... I think I will have to take lesser modules next semester. Really cannot make it. Too tired to handle the study. Really no time to study at all....zzzzzz.....
And my mum asked me to quit my job and just concentrate on my studies.
But... I need to money for the school fees. HmmmMmm....
Guess I'll have to graduate at a much later date le ba... Taking one step at a time is better.
took part at one of the events over at IMM today. it's the Singapore version of 食字路口.You'll have to lucky draw out one food and that will determine your first food.We draw "BURGER"....BURGER --> RAISIN BREAD --> DONUT --> TEA LEAF EGG --> GREEN TEA --> APPLE JUICE --> EGG TART --> TAKOWe all gobbled down the food especially the first and the last one. Coz the burger is so big... almost puke... and the tako is so hot!! and when i ate it, it's too hot to swallow, so have to "kum" inside my mouth and run to the finishing point.And..... WE CAME IN FIRST!!!! wahhaa.... the second grp came shortly after us. phew!got almost $400 vouchers... but the vouchers are quite disappointing though. Coz cannot accumulate the vouchers tgt to use. one voucher for one item. we are like... wad.... den wad for?? coz one of the voucher is the 25 hours voucher. and their watches are almost $200 plus. so.... ya....
but it's really a good experience playing this kind of game in Singapore itself. haha... and we have a good marshall who helped us along the way. yay! a fun weekend before the start of school and work...
some things happened at work.
partly my fault somehow. coz i didn't know how to articulate and express myself correctly.
maybe sometimes, i'm just scared to mention anything to anyone. so the problem starts.
duno if i shld actually act blur at work sometimes and pretend not knowing anything. i am just too straight forward and not flexible enough. i'm just stupid.
i cared too much for the other party's feelings and fear that she will get upset, so i withhold the truth from her not knowing whether shld i tell her or not as i duno when is the right time and what is right/wrong to tell her because other parties are involved as well. if i say, then this person not happy, if i dun say, the other person not happy.
somehow a small problem aggravated to an issue which causes many parties to be unhappy.
partly my fault.
now seems like there's a cold war. haiz.
After almost going to 1 mth of transferring to a new environment, I finally can be freed from reading policies and relating magazines, manuals... it's really down to the real work.
For the past 1 week, I am really doing real work. And it's really so... super TIRING.. yes... it sure is tiring.
1. sitting in interviews
2. rushing to different locations for meetings (though I am just keep quiet during the meetings, but it's still so tiring running here and there)
3. distributing thermometers, masks for staff due to the recent outbreak
4. briefing new recruits on their appt letters
5. going to different locations for more meetings
the meetings part really can drain one out. within one day, need to rush to 2 places concurrently for meetings. almost breathless after that. and the whole day got burned. no need to do anything liao. just meetings alone, take up 1/2 day. by the time all are finished, it's time to go home. Now I know why my colleague is so busy and need to OT till late night.
But I can't help her much as I am not that capable yet and still learning. But hope that when I get a hang of things, I can share her burdens and both of us can go home early.
And now, I really know how it feels to be so tired. Once I got home from work last week. I just wana rest on the sofa and do nothing. hardly online anymore. all I wana do is just have a good slp. And I really did have a good slp last week. Slept abt 9 plus - 10pm.
This week not so much of work. so, overall still ok. hope i wun die working here. haha...
man are nv satisfied. hahaa..... when no work to do, den complaint... and when so many work to do, also complaint..... wad is this.... haha... this is me... lol....
finally got the courage to put on braces. that's after 10 yearsSsss... so longggggg.......
Not sure what made me want to really go ahead to do it, but... well, it's done!The before photo of my teeth 
And the after photo when the metal braces are put on. 
Can't really eat on the first 2 days due to the stretch of the teeth. But after that, I can eat "lions"... wahaha... hm.. perhaps more hard stuff but not vegetables and meat. My teeth still can't take them. There wasn't any extraction of teeth as the orthodontist said he wanted to align them first and stretch as far as they can until a few mths later when he's not satisfied with the result, he will extract my 4 poor healthy living teeth out... owwww..... Pray hard that those teeth will align by itself just with those metal things and no extraction will be needed. If not, I will really faint. the experience in primary school was already enough. can't bring myself to think back those memories.. OUCH!
Going for another checkup on Monday. Hopefully, I can eat again! :)
